Monday, June 18, 2007

adieu!

Well, I've had this blog for 2 years now, and slowly I've come to realise I just don't have the time nor energy anymore to keep updating =( which is quite sad seeing as I used to spend hours just designing layouts for this!

Reading through it, I find that I've changed quite a lot especially the content and style of my posts- interesting to see how I've grown and matured.

So, now I'm writing my final post, and then this blog shall become obsolete as I move onto bigger and better things... I'm feeling a little nostalgic, like I'm farewelling an old friend, how strange...

But I'm not disappearing from the internet scene entirely, you can still find me occasionally on Facebook =P

Wednesday, June 13, 2007

its not all cutting up dead bodies...

kidding! we don't really cut up dead bodies (yet) all we do is look at them *grins* and did i mention the chemicals used to preserve the bodies make you really hungry? and that if you squint a little, it kind of resembles steak? =P

well it's coming up to that time where uni students start disappearing and turn up looking disheveled at dinner time - exams! and i'm starting to feel a little bubble of stress beginning to build... my stuvac doesn't start till next friday but already the pile of notes just from the last 6 weeks are depressingly thick.

still, it's quite strange being at uni when everyone else is already on stuvac- the bus queues are nonexistent, you can actually walk past the library without passively smoking but at least the coffee cart is still going strong!

all in all, with about 4 months of uni under my belt, i think i can finally say i've adjusted to uni life, and i'm liking it, a lot. Can't say i'm loving it just yet though... will have to wait and see whether i pass my exam first!

Sunday, June 10, 2007

happy birthday Bea!



Something special for Bea: we went to the Opera House last night and watched Circus Oz - it was quite funny and some of their acts left me mesmerized (the juggling always confuses my eyes)

It was the first time I've been to the Opera House to actually see a show! And it was the perfect night to be out in the city, it wasn't too cold luckily =D



so yes, Bea's other presents included Casting Crowns CD and a cute bracelet which is meant to be a shooting star but we both reckon it looks like a chicken =P

Today we went to yum cha for lunch to celebrate, and I'm still really full! (Probably due to eating a slice of fresh cream cake before we went haha)

Tuesday, June 05, 2007

hehe procrastination...


Valerie --

[adjective]:

Visually addictive



'How will you be defined in the dictionary?' at QuizGalaxy.com


-[ Valerie Tung ]-


Found buried treasure and took over the world



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Sunday, June 03, 2007

musical!!

Last night Ben and I went to the North Sydney G&B production of "Beauty and the Beast" - I've been hearing really good reports about it, so I was looking forward to finally seeing a school production (last time I was sooo distraught when I couldn't go to see Les Mis at Ruse!)

Upon arriving, the school hall was already packed, like literally sardines squeezed into a tin, but you could taste the excitement in the air. I saw quite a few people I knew as well! Most of the year 10-11s from my church plus Doug and JT and other NSG that I knew.

The lights dimmed... sudden hush fell over the crowd and as the orchestra started playing the first song, I was astounded that it sounded exactly like the movie. Already amazed, I knew it was going to be an excellent evening!

The costumes were beautiful, the acting was superb especially Gaston and Lumiere - those characters were soo funny - and for the singing, Mrs Potts and the Beast had the best voices. I swear the Beast sounded like he could sing in Phantom of the Opera! The choreography was visually stunning and everything ran so smoothly.

And there were new songs that I hadn't heard before! they were really good as well =)

My overall impression? soooo worth my $15!! I can't give it enough praise.

Just one question.... Belle and the Beast didn't look like they were kissing, but the one where Gaston kissed Belle and then she slapped him - hmm that looked real?!?!

Monday, May 28, 2007

it's not too late!



There's still time to register for MYC!!

in case you're still undecided - check out this vid =)

Saturday, May 26, 2007

Sunday, May 20, 2007

5 months

Ben's high school friends organised a reunion, and those who had them, brought their respective girlfriends along to show off. jkjk =P



We went to Trellini's, an italian place in the Piazza area of Castle Towers - it was so packed out, so rather noisy, but the service was pretty good!

The food came not too fast, but neither did we have to wait too long - it was delicious - except the serving sizes were a bit small for the price. Still, I was very impressed with their pizzas, especially the roast pumpkin one!



Dessert was excellent, and we also had side order of chips with aioli - no idea what it was, but it tasted very nice! I think it's mayonnaise mixed with.. something..



I would definitely recommend going - but make sure you book ahead!

Saturday, May 19, 2007

Politically Incorrect

gracenotworks.com :: february 2001

Religious people often like to quote great 'authorities' of the past in an attempt to bolster their own. But if you were to start up your own religion, should you really think twice before quoting from the words of the Lord Jesus? Would you, in reality, be shooting yourself in the foot by using his words to support your new way to heaven? The truth is that while many like to quote from him, Jesus' message reveals a God too intolerant, and a gospel too religiously exclusive, for our pluralistic world to swallow.

[Intolerant teacher]

Jesus Christ clearly was an amazing teacher. Even if you don't believe that the historical character ever existed, you must admit that the men who dreamt him up were amazingly clever fellows indeed! For the Jesus of scripture is a man who confounds all those he comes into contact with. Indeed, he even confounds us. He speaks words of great wisdom that pale even the greatest sayings of 'the wise'. His words have the capacity for universal understanding. They reveal a timelessness so obvious that even the latest Star Trek Voyager episodes steal from him. Jesus was a great teacher.

But even so, people are not so keen to swallow all that Jesus taught. While they love his wise sayings, many will not accept what the greatest teacher of all time taught about himself. For it is when he speaks about himself that we see Jesus at his most intolerant. Go and ask Jesus "what must I do to be saved?" and he'd respond "sell all you have and come follow me" (Luke 18:18, 22). Ask Jesus about the Messiah (or "Christ") promised in the OT and he'll respond "I am he" (John 4:35, 36). Think for a moment that maybe humanity can be good enough for God and he'll respond "No-one is good except God alone?" (Luke 18:19). Jesus was not just difficult when it comes to the matter of salvation he was downright arrogant. Unless, of course he's right.

[The only way]

Jesus claimed not just to be "the way, the truth and the life", he defied all other "ways" by declaring "no one comes to the Father except through me". The Old Testament declares "salvation comes from the Yahweh" (Jonah 2:9). The New Testament clearly points to the fact that Jesus Christ is God incarnate (John 1:1, 14, 26; Phil 2:6-7). When only Yahweh can offer forgiveness (Mark 2:7), Jesus offers forgiveness (Mark 2:5,10). When only Yahweh gives life (Isaiah 42:5), Jesus calls out Lazarus from the grave (John 11). When John the Baptist prepares the way for Yahweh (Isaiah 40:3, John 1:23) it is Jesus who appears to Israel. Jesus was not just a good man. Jesus was not just a great teacher. Jesus was not just filled by the power of God, he is God. There is nowhere else for us to turn as Jesus alone has the words of eternal life (John 6:68). Jesus alone offers salvation precisely because Jesus is God in the flesh. Jesus is the only way for there is only one God.



[No Other Way]

The fact is, there is no other name to whom we can call on for salvation. There is no other name by which we can be saved (Acts 4:12). No other person gives and sustains our life (John 1:1-2). There is no other sent from the Father but the one sent to save. But Jesus also reveals more than just salvation: Jesus reveals how you truly feel about God the Father (Luke 10:16 - "he who rejects me rejects him who sent me"). Jesus is the judge, but more than that, Jesus is the criteria of judgement (John 3:36).

Believe in Jesus and be saved, or, reject Jesus and the wrath of God remains on you. This is the simple message of Biblical Christianity: Accept Jesus and you accept the Father. Reject Jesus and you reject the Father -- and the Father rejects you! For you can't have the Father without Christ.

After all, who died on the cross in our place to allow us guilty people forgiveness? Not your average "god". Nor your average human. It was Jesus Christ, God incarnate. For in the end, if God truly is just, and if Jesus Christ was anything less than the one true God, how could we be saved? No-one is good except for God alone, and God cannot allow guilt to go unpunished. Yet because Jesus is God, his death and resurrection - and only his - was sufficient to both grant us forgiveness and maintain his justice.

This article comes from www.gracenotworks.com issue 04 - the Arrogant Christ issue.

Sunday, May 13, 2007

EQUIP

Yesterday I attended my first EQUIP women's conference at Sydney Convention Centre.

I wasn't really sure what to expect, but I had heard from older girls who had been before that it was excellent - so I gave up sleeping in on Saturday morning and instead joined the other 2 or 3 thousand women at Darling Harbour.

It was... SO GOOD! The talks were soo challenging and cut right to the heart. I've never heard women preachers before, but they were so well prepared and Biblically faithful =D

I seriously recommend going next year - it's going to be EQUIP 10 year anniversary! So should be even better =)

Tuesday, May 08, 2007

5th Gospel

A man was being tailgated by a stressed out woman while he was driving on a busy boulevard. Suddenly, the light turned yellow, just in front of him.

He did the right thing, stopping at the crosswalk, even though he could have beaten the red light by accelerating through the intersection. The tailgating woman was furious and honked her horn, screaming in frustration as she missed her chance to get through the intersection, dropping her cell phone and makeup. As she was still in mid-rant, she heard a tap on her window and looked up into the face of a very serious police officer.

The officer ordered her to exit her car with her hands up. He took her to the police station where she was searched, finger printed, photographed and placed in a holding cell. After a couple of hours, a policeman approached the cell and opened the door. She was escorted back to the booking desk where the arresting officer was waiting with her personal effects.

He said, "I'm very sorry for this mistake. You see, I pulled up behind your car while you were blowing your horn, flipping off the guy in front of you, and cussing a blue streak at him. "I noticed the 'Choose Life' license plate holder, the 'What Would Jesus Do' bumper sticker, the 'Follow Me to Sunday School' bumper sticker, and the chrome-plated Christian fish emblem on the boot..

Naturally. I assumed you had stolen the car."

Priceless

Having read it, just as you have, I was reminded that all of us who follow Jesus Christ are the fifth gospel after Matthew, Mark, Luke and John. Our actions, our conduct, our behaviour, our lifestyle, our words etc may be the only Gospel that members of our family, our neighbours, and others who are lost, get to read during their life-time.

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For once, not annoying but thought provoking and encouraging email forwards! Keep them rolling in, my friends =)

Friday, May 04, 2007

A letter to the Global Church from The Protestant Church of Smyrna

Dear friends,

This past week has been filled with much sorrow. Many of you have heard by now of our devastating loss here in an event that took place in Malatya, a Turkish province 300 miles northeast of Antioch, the city where believers were first called Christians (Acts 11:26).

On Wednesday morning, April 18, 2007, 46 year old German missionary and father of three Tilman Geske prepared to go to his office, kissing his wife goodbye taking a moment to hug his son and give him the priceless memory, "Goodbye, son. I love you."

Tilman rented an office space from Zirve Publishing where he was preparing notes for the new Turkish Study Bible. Zirve was also the location of the Malatya Evangelist Church office. A ministry of the church, Zirve prints and distributes Christian literature to Malatya and nearby cities in Eastern Turkey. In another area of town, 35 year old Pastor Necati Aydin, father of two, said goodbye to his wife, leaving for the office as well. They had a morning Bible Study and prayer meeting that some other believers in town would also be attending. Ugur Yuksel likewise made his way to the Bible study.

None of these three men knew that what awaited them at the Bible study was the ultimate testing and application of their faith, which would conclude with their entrance into glory to receive their crown of righteousness from Christ and honor from all the saints awaiting them in the Lord's presence.

On the other side of town, ten young men all under 20 years old put into place final arrangements for their ultimate act of faith, living out their love for Allah and hatred of infidels who they felt undermined Islam.

On Resurrection Sunday, five of these men had been to a by-invitation-only evangelistic service that Pastor Necati and his men had arranged at a hotel conference room in the city. The men were known to the believers as "seekers." No one knows what happened in the hearts of those men as they listened to the gospel. Were they touched by the Holy Spirit? Were they convicted of sin? Did they hear the gospel in their heart of hearts? Today we only have the beginning of their story.

These young men, one of whom is the son of a mayor in the Province of Malatya, are part of a tarikat, or a group of "faithful believers" in Islam. Tarikat membership is highly respected here; it's like a fraternity membership. In fact, it is said that no one can get into public office without membership in a tarikat. These young men all lived in the same dorm, all preparing for university entrance exams.

The young men got guns, breadknives, ropes and towels ready for their final act of service to Allah. They knew there would be a lot of blood. They arrived in time for the Bible Study, around 10 o'clock.

They arrived, and apparently the Bible Study began. Reportedly, after Necati read a chapter from the Bible the assault began. The boys tied Ugur, Necati, and Tilman's hands and feet to chairs and as they videoed their work on their cellphones, they tortured our brothers for almost three hours*

[Details of the torture--

* Tilman was stabbed 156 times, Necati 99 times and Ugur's stabs were too numerous to count. They were disemboweled, and their intestines sliced up in front of their eyes. They were emasculated and watched as those body parts were destroyed. Fingers were chopped off, their noses and mouths and anuses were sliced open. Possibly the worst part was watching as their brothers were likewise tortured. Finally, their throats were sliced from ear to ear, heads practically decapitated.]

Neighbors in workplaces near the printhouse said later they had heard yelling, but assumed the owners were having a domestic argument so they did not respond.

Meanwhile, another believer Gokhan and his wife had a leisurely morning. He slept in till 10, ate a long breakfast and finally around 12:30 he and his wife arrived at the office. The door was locked from the inside, and his key would not work. He phoned and though it had connection on his end he did not hear the phone ringing inside. He called cell phones of his brothers and finally Ugur answered his phone. "We are not at the office. Go to the hotel meeting. We are there. We will come there," he said cryptically. As Ugur spoke Gokhan heard in the telephone's background weeping and a strange snarling sound.

He phoned the police, and the nearest officer arrived in about five minutes. He pounded on the door, "Police, open up!" Initially the officer thought it was a domestic disturbance. At that point they heard another snarl and a gurgling moan. The police understood that sound as human suffering, prepared the clip in his gun and tried over and over again to burst through the door. One of the frightened assailants unlocked the door for the policeman, who entered to find a grisly scene.

Tilman and Necati had been slaughtered, practically decapitated with their necks slit from ear to ear. Ugur's throat was likewise slit and he was barely alive.

Three assailants in front of the policeman dropped their weapons.

Meanwhile Gokhan heard a sound of yelling in the street. Someone had fallen from their third story office. Running down, he found a man on the ground, whom he later recognized, named Emre Gunaydin. He had massive head trauma and, strangely, was snarling. He had tried to climb down the drainpipe to escape, and losing his balance had plummeted to the ground. It seems that he was the main leader of the attackers. Another assailant was found hiding on a lower balcony.

To untangle the web we need to back up six years. In April 2001, the National Security Council of Turkey (Milli Guvenlik Kurulu) began to consider evangelical Christians as a threat to national security, on equal footing as Al Quaida and PKK terrorism. Statements made in the press by political leaders, columnists and commentators have fueled a hatred against missionaries who they claim bribe young people to change their religion.

After that decision in 2001, attacks and threats on churches, pastors and Christians began. Bombings, physical attacks, verbal and written abuse are only some of the ways Christians are being targetted. Most significant is the use of media propaganda.

From December 2005, after having a long meeting regarding the Christian threat, the wife of Former Prime Minister Ecevit, historian Ilber Ortayli, Professor Hasan Unsal, Politician Ahmet Tan and writer/propogandist Aytunc Altindal, each in their own profession began a campaign to bring the public's attention to the looming threat of Christians who sought to "buy their children's souls". Hidden cameras in churches have taken church service footage and used it sensationally to promote fear and antagonism toward Christianity.

In an official televised response from Ankara, the Interior Minister of Turkey smirked as he spoke of the attacks on our brothers. Amid public outrage and protests against the event and in favor of freedom of religion and freedom of thought, media and official comments ring with the same message, "We hope you have learned your lesson. We do not want Christians here."

It appears that this was an organized attack initiated by an unknown adult tarikat leader. As in the Hrant Dink murder in January 2007, and a Catholic priest Andrea Santoro in February 2006, minors are being used to commit religious murders because public sympathy for youth is strong and they face lower penalties than an adult convicted of the same crime. Even the parents of these children are in favor of the acts. The mother of the 16 year old boy who killed the Catholic priest Andrea Santoro looked at the cameras as her son was going to prison and said, "he will serve time for Allah."

The young men involved in the killing are currently in custody. Today news reported that they would be tried as terrorists, so their age would not affect the strict penalty. Assailant Emre Gunaydin is still in intensive care. The investigation centers around him and his contacts and they say will fall apart if he does not recover.

The Church in Turkey responded in a way that honored God as hundreds of believers and dozens of pastors flew in as fast as they could to stand by the small church of Malatya and encourage the believers, take care of legal issues, and represent Christians to the media.

When Susanne Tilman expressed her wish to bury her husband in Malatya, the Governor tried to stop it, and when he realized he could not stop it, a rumor was spread that "it is a sin to dig a grave for a Christian." In the end, in an undertaking that should be remembered in Christian history forever, the men from the church in Adana (near Tarsus), grabbed shovels and dug a grave for their slain brother in an un-tended hundred year old Armenian graveyard.

Ugur was buried by his family in an Alevi Muslim ceremony in his hometown of Elazig, his believing fiance watching from the shadows as his family and friends refused to accept in death the faith Ugur had so long professed and died for.

Necati's funeral took place in his hometown of Izmir, the city where he came to faith. The darkness does not understand the light. Though the churches expressed their forgiveness for the event, Christians were not to be trusted. Before they would load the coffin onto the plane from Malatya, it went through two separate xray exams to make sure it was not loaded with explosives. This is not a usual procedure for Muslim coffins.

Necati's funeral was a beautiful event. Like a glimpse of heaven, thousands of Turkish Christians and missionaries came to show their love for Christ, and their honor for this man chosen to die for Christ. Necati's wife Shemsa told the world, "His death was full of meaning, because he died for Christ and he lived for Christ… Necati was a gift from God. I feel honored that he was in my life, I feel crowned with honor. I want to be worthy of that honor."

Boldly the believers took their stand at Necati's funeral, facing the risks of being seen publicly and likewise becoming targets. As expected, the anti-terror police attended and videotaped everyone attending the funeral for their future use. The service took place outside at Buca Baptist church, and he was buried in a small Christian graveyard in the outskirts of Izmir.

Two assistant Governors of Izmir were there solemnly watching the event from the front row. Dozens of news agencies were there documenting the events with live news and photographs. Who knows the impact the funeral had on those watching? This is the beginning of their story as well. Pray for them.

In an act that hit front pages in the largest newspapers in Turkey, Susanne Tilman in a television interview expressed her forgiveness. She did not want revenge, she told reporters. "Oh God, forgive them for they know not what they do," she said, wholeheartedly agreeing with the words of Christ on Calvary (Luke 23:34).

In a country where blood-for-blood revenge is as normal as breathing, many many reports have come to the attention of the church of how this comment of Susanne Tilman has changed lives. One columnist wrote of her comment, "She said in one sentence what 1000 missionaries in 1000 years could never do."

The missionaries in Malatya will most likely move out, as their families and children have become publicly identified as targets to the hostile city. The remaining 10 believers are in hiding. What will happen to this church, this light in the darkness? Most likely it will go underground. Pray for wisdom, that Turkish brothers from other cities will go to lead the leaderless church. Should we not be concerned for that great city of Malatya, a city that does not know what it is doing? (Jonah 4:11)

When our Pastor Fikret Bocek went with a brother to give a statement to the Security Directorate on Monday they were ushered into the Anti-Terror Department. On the wall was a huge chart covering the whole wall listing all the terrorist cells in Izmir, categorized. In one prominent column were listed all the evangelical churches in Izmir. The darkness does not understand the light. "These that have turned the world upside down are come hither also." (Acts 17:6)

Please pray for the Church in Turkey. "Don't pray against persecution, pray for perseverence," urges Pastor Fikret Bocek.

The Church is better having lost our brothers; the fruit in our lives, the renewed faith, the burning desire to spread the gospel to quench more darkness in Malatya …all these are not to be regretted. Pray that we stand strong against external opposition and especially pray that we stand strong against internal struggles with sin, our true debilitating weakness.

This we know. Christ Jesus was there when our brothers were giving their lives for Him. He was there, like He was when Stephen was being stoned in the sight of Saul of Tarsus.

Someday the video of the deaths of our brothers may reveal more to us about the strength that we know Christ gave them to endure their last cross, about the peace the Spirit of God endowed them with to suffer for their beloved Savior. But we know He did not leave their side. We know their minds were full of Scripture strengthening them to endure, as darkness tried to subdue the unsubduable Light of the Gospel. We know, in whatever way they were able, with a look or a word, they encouraged one another to stand strong. We know they knew they would soon be with Christ.

We don't know the details. We don't know the kind of justice that will or will not be served on this earth.

But we pray-- and urge you to pray-- that someday at least one of those five boys will come to faith because of the testimony in death of Tilman Geske, who gave his life as a missionary to his beloved Turks, and the testimonies in death of Necati Aydin and Ugur Yuksel, the first martyrs for Christ out of the Turkish Church.

Reported by Darlene N. Bocek (24 April 2007)

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This is not persecution that happened hundreds of years ago. This is happening right now! Across the world, Christians are dying for their faith while we sip coffee and talk about the weather.

At the very least let us be praying for the gospel, for the advancement of God's kingdom in this darkened and fallen world.

--edit @ 5:32pm 8/5/07

From: Ahmet Guvener, pastor of Diyarbakir Church

30 April 2007 Diyarbakir, Turkey

Dear brothers and sisters,

I greet you in the peace and love of our Lord and Savior Jesus Christ. May the Lord abundantly bless you, your families, your churches, and your work.

We know and appreciate very much your heart for us.

Brothers and sisters, in the last ten days we have experienced very painful moments, which words cannot begin to express. Our painful experience has shown us that our lives are as the Lord describes: "What is your life? For you are a mist that appears for a little time and then vanishes." For this reason we have understood one more time how holy and close to the Lord we should live our lives.

We have also understood that our society is easily given to emotion and that in such painful moments some people, whether intentionally or not, report certain events inaccurately and we have not prevented this or have not been able to do so.

When the Malatya massacre happened we, the brothers from Diyarbakir, besides those already on the scene at the time of the crime, were the first to get there. When we got to Malatya our brother Ugur was still alive, but his condition was critical. Around 5:30 PM Ugur entrusted his spirit to the Lord.

Dear brothers and sisters, that painful moment has slowly come into perspective for us so that now we have begun to see some things as we should. For example, it appears that those who murdered or arranged for the murder of these brothers are getting what they hoped for. By means of our reactions we may unwittingly help them. If we do not bring the facts into the light, these people will end up getting what they desired.

Brothers Tilmann, Necati, and Ugur were murdered in a bloodthirsty way. This is a fact. But there are also some inaccurate claims about this massacre and one of these is the extent of the torture. According to rumors brother Tilmann was stabbed with a knife 156 times. Brother Ugur had countless knife wounds, it has been said. These rumors, however, are unfounded. At the morgue we wanted to put brother Tilmann's body, which was in a plastic bag, into the coffin, but the officials and police did not like this. "It is sinful to do it this way, we should wrap the corpse in a shroud," they said. I accepted this idea and did what was right in their eyes. I asked them for a shroud (white cloth) and the officials moved Tilmann's body out of the plastic bag, which they placed to the side. I took advantage of this opportunity to examine brother Tilmann's body as far down as his stomach. I did not see any knife wounds. Only Tilmann's throat had been slit 8-10 centimeters and there was the stitched autopsy incision down the middle of Tilmann's chest. Unfortunately there are very different rumors circulating about brothers Tilmann and Necati. It has been said that their noses, lips, and ears were cut. These rumors do not reflect the truth. I telephoned our brother Ed Grudier in Adana because I knew he had seen brother Tilmann's body. I asked him about the knife wounds on brother Tilmann's body. Ed said to me, "Brother, I came across three or four knife blows in the chest area. I didn't see his back. On his face I can't say there were knife wounds, but scratches, maybe from hitting his face when he fell down." I knew that Ihsan Ozbek from Ankara had seen bodies. I asked him which bodies he had seen and he said, "I saw the chest area of both Tilmann and Necati. I saw purple [from bruising] on Necati's lips and chin, but I did not see knife wounds. I looked at brother Tilmann's chest, but I did not see knife wounds." These are the statments of those you saw the bodies of these two brothers.

It is true that our brothers were knifed and tortured. But it was not to the extent of statements such as too many wounds to count, beyond description." Apparently Ed Grudier looked more carefully than brother Ihsan and I did. Ed saw three or four knife wounds in the chest.

No one saw brother Ugur's body because on the night of the same day the murder happened, around midnight, his family took his body for burial.

I believe that brother Ugur had knife wounds similar to those of our other two brothers. It has been said that Ugur was stabbed all over his body, including his genitals. I do not believe this. You may ask why I don't beleive this. I think someone stabbed this much would die on the spot. Ugur would not have been able to remain alive until 5:30 PM if he had been stabbed so much. That nothing abnormal happened to Ugur can be understood [from the fact that] exaggerated statements have been about our other two brothers, too.

Therefore we reach the following conclusion: yes, these brothers were tortured, but not to the extent that has been explained.

We are sons and daughters of the truth. Unfortunately unfounded news reports and media exaggerations have now gone out all over the world. Our brothers and sisters and people sensitive [to such news] have been misinformed. We do not intend to offend anyone. But whether the true facts are, let us report them without exaggeration. Let people everywhere think about the plain facts.

Who started these exaggerated facts [about the Malatya massacre]? We purpose two possibilities:

1) Those who perpetrated the crime planned this [the spreading of exaggerated facts] from the beginning and the murderers were simply tools for these people [who had planned to blow the murder into exaggerated proportions]. The goal of those who planned this murder and the exaggerated claims was both to frighten the Christians living in Turkey, causing them to shrink back and be timid, and to humiliate Turkey as a country that invites and causes such bloodthirty massacre, thereby damaging Turkey's chances of entering the European Union and making matters worse in the country. Furthermore, [the planners of this massacre] wanted to give the government and our people the impression that Christians distort and exaggerate everything.

2) In every situation we see that the media either totally disregards something we say or totally exploits it. We investigated the bloody clothing that was submitted to the public as the underclothing of our brothers. None of this clothing belonged to our brothers. That clothing had been taken off the bodies of people shot to death weeks earlier. But what did the media do? They took this clothing and presented it as freshly removed from the bodies of our brothers. Is there anyone who does not yet know about the exaggerations and sometimes boldfaced lies of the media?

Therefore, brothers and sisters, if we do not explain the true facts to you our hearts will not find peace. I have written this report because I have read exaggerated or unfounded facts in news both home and abroad. The true facts are those in this report. Before sending these facts to you, as you will see below, I have requested statements from our brothers Ihsan Ozbek and Ed Grudier. I have had these statments translated from English in order to pass them on to you.

May the Lord bless you abundantly.

Ahmet Guvener, pastor of Diyarbakir Church

Brother Ihsan Ozbek's remarks:

"Brother Ahmet,

Your report of my testimony is entirely accurate.

I have no problem with anything else you have written in this report.

Thank you for writing this report. It would be good for everybody to read what you have written.

Peace,

Ihsan Ozbek"



Brother Ed Grudier's remarks:

"Brother Ahmet,

Thank you for writing this report. It is necessary for wrong information to be corrected.

Everything you have written is correct.

May the peace of the Lord be with you,

Ed"



Zekai Tanyar's remarks:

"Dear Ahmet,

I cannot make any firsthand comments on the subject. But I have spoken in person with Necati and Tilmann's wives, Semsa and Susanne. Their impressions link up best with yours.

Unfounded exaggerations about the wounds and torture are circulating and apparently some brothers and sisters, still affected by the shock of the massacre, are repeating these exaggerations to others everywhere. This is unfortunate.

The report that you have prepared in order to correct wrong information has been done well and at the first opportunity should be sent to all interested people at home and abroad.

Peace,

Zekai

Wednesday, May 02, 2007

to the zoooo



During our one week break while everyone else is at uni, we decided to visit Taronga Zoo - for our Singaporean buddies who've never seen our Aussie native animals!

It was quite a long day, we arrived by ferry at around quarter to 11, and didn't leave until 4:30

But the weather was perfect! And I got to see my favourite animals including meerkats and red panda (they had red panda cubs!!)



Memorable parts of the day included:
- Jeremy getting pooed on by passing birds
- Angry koalas: the female one kicked the "alpha male" out of his tree
- Getting right up close to an echidna (being allowed to pat it)
- Yiling embarassing us all because she was on a high ie singing loudly on the street



And we finished off a great day by having half-price icecreams from Copenhagen! =D

Monday, April 30, 2007

Immanuel - Charles Spurgeon

When once I mourned a load of sin;
When conscience felt a wound within;
When all my works were thrown away;
When on my knees I knelt to pray,
Then, blissful hour, remembered well,
I learned Thy love, Immanuel.

When storms of sorrow toss my soul;
When waves of care around me roll;
When comforts sink, when joys shall flee;
When hopeless griefs shall gape for me,
One word the tempest's rage shall quell--
That word, Thy name, Immanuel.

When for the truth I suffer shame;
When foes pour scandal on my name;
When cruel taunts and jeers abound;
When "Bulls of Bashan" gird me round,
Secure within Thy tower I'll dwell--
That tower, Thy grace, Immanuel.

When hell enraged lifts up her roar;
When Satan stops my path before;
When fiends rejoice and wait my end;
When legioned hosts their arrows send,
Fear not, my soul, but hurl at hell
Thy battle-cry, Immanuel.

When down the hill of life I go;
When o'er my feet death's waters flow;
When in the deep'ning flood I sink;
When friends stand weeping on the brink,
I'll mingle with my last farewell
Thy lovely name, Immanuel.

When tears are banished from mine eye;
When fairer worlds than these are nigh;
When heaven shall fill my ravished sight;
When I shall bathe in sweet delight,
One joy all joys shall far excel,
To see Thy face, Immanuel.

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Just as I love old Christian hymns, so too I appreciate Christian poems - they are so rich in meaning and (usually) theologically sound!

BSF tonight was about the believer's security in Christ and the fruits of justification, namely peace with God, access to Him, and the hope of the glory of God! This poem doesn't do a bad job of summarising what was in the lecture =)

Thursday, April 26, 2007

relationships and reflections

In the past month, the most exciting news that I kept hearing was "ohh did you hear about so-and-so? They're dating now!" while at the same time, the saddest news was hearing about couples I know breaking up.

I wonder why it is that for most of us, we long to find our 'soulmate' - I had always known one day that I wanted to get married to the "man of my dreams"

I think it's because God created humans for relationship. Firstly to Him, and then to each other. And so even for couples who seem perfect for one another, if God is not at the centre, there will still be dissatisfaction and feelings of emptiness that the other person will never be able to fill. Because it is God alone who satisfies and God who blesses us with beautiful relationships with other people.

Not saying that Christian couples will have the perfect relationship - they still go through difficult times and may break up. And I think it's because we do live in a fallen world, and even Christians still struggle with their sinful nature and will do things to hurt others, and themselves.

So I guess, my reflections lead me to conclude that firstly, we are to work out our salvation with fear and trembling that we may become children of God, blameless and pure in this crooked and depraved generation.

And secondly, work hard at your relationships, so that we may be united in love and spirit - including your significant other, if God has given you someone at this point in your life.

As for me, I never used to understand how people could say 'enjoy singleness' but I think now I do, a little. It's true, dating takes up a lot of time, energy, (money for guys if they are very nice to their gf and pay for them) and you tend to go on a crazy emotional rollercoaster.

But!

(yes, there's always a but =P)

I also never would have imagined the amazing closeness and bond you have when you come to know another person as well as yourself. I have never realised how happy you are when you make the other person happy.

Now, all those soppy love songs on the radio suddenly make more sense. And to know, to feel, to taste, to experience the shy tenderness of love as it blossoms and grows and becomes tangible and real until it hurts - it's beautiful.

Monday, April 23, 2007

that sinking feeling...

I had my first uni exam today - quite silly really, nothing counts for our first course, but still they made us sit an exam for it. It was only an hour long, with 2 short answers and 10 MC.

But what was really annoying was that all of us had similar answers for the first question, but the model answer was completely different! which meant that if it was a real exam, we'd probably all score 4 out of 10 for the first question =.=

I think it just made us all realise how much work the Faculty actually expected us to do each week and everyone just had a 'ohhh dear' sort of moment as we realised what a bludge the first 8 weeks of uni had been! haha... *hysterical laughter*

onto a more cheerful note - I have been enlightened to the delights of Facebook - which unfortunately clashes with my decision to work harder since already I've wasted so much time procrastinating on it =P



But oh well! Hopefully by tomorrow the excitement will wear off and I won't have to spend hours investigating how to maximise usage of the site. (haha I have no uni until Thursday! =D)

Saturday, April 21, 2007

feature walls! *swoon* =P



I love my room! It's bigger than my room in my old house, AND I have a blue feature wall! yay =D At first I was worried the colour was too bright and overpowering, but with all the furniture in the room like my bed, table and shelves- it looks really nice!

And I got an extra shelf to put all my stuff on, so it's a lot more organised. hehe and did I mention I have my very own courtyard?

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Bea has been on holidays this week while I've been back at uni.. but while we were moving house, we started talking about this really cool idea we had for a story. So this week while Bea's been at home, she's started writing our ideas up and when I come home, I've been reading over them and editing bits and pieces. It's starting to get exciting - who knows, maybe in a couple of years time if we keep it up, we'll be able to publish our own book! hahah.. or maybe I'm getting a little ambitious... hehe but I really like what we've got so far!

Wednesday, April 18, 2007

Sing and make music in your heart to the Lord!

I've been listening to the new CD out from Emu called Valley of Vision. The lyrics are taken from old Christian poems, and the music is really good! I'm loving it, music is such a wonderful way to worship God =)



Track 4 - How Deep

Verse 1
You were broken that I might be healed
You were cast off that I might draw near
You were thirsty that I might come drink

Chorus
How deep is Your love
How high and how wide is Your mercy
How deep is Your grace
Our hearts overflow with praise
To you

Verse 2
You knew darkness that I might know light
Wept great tears that mine might be dried
Stripped of glory that I might be clothed
Crushed by Your Father to call me Your own

Sunday, April 15, 2007

still unpacking...

Well, everything from the old house has finally been moved- but right now it's like living in a war zone, with half open boxes stacked in random places and odd bits and ends lying everywhere. There's only a little path of clear space for walking to all the rooms and the TV isn't working but at least my internet is back!

I was feeling soo tired and run-down this morning.. I really did not want to get up early for music rehearsal, and I definitely was not feeling up to leading the singing for the service- but praise God that in serving Him I was able to be lifted up out of my own circumstances and able to offer heartfelt worship to Him! It made me realise I had missed the fellowship of being on a music team and serving through music. So even though I was tired, I was able to be energised by the other musos and thank God that it went well =)

During morning tea as well, it was really nice to have conversations with the younger girls, just chatting to them and seeing how they were. What made it even better was that morning tea was extended because the service finished early!

I'm at home now, just about to have lunch, and then later I'm heading out to Parramatta for our group meeting before our presentation on Tuesday.

Oh and I know I promised photos, but don't expect any for at least a week because I reckon that's how long it's going to take us to clean up and get the place sorted... but then after that it'll be really nice!

Thursday, April 12, 2007

notice!

I am moving house tomorrow!

Which means I may or may not have internet for a few days =(

But hopefully next time I update I can post up photos of our new place =)

Tuesday, April 10, 2007

Shaz's 18th!

Last night it was very crowded at Shaz's house as we were all there to celebrate her birthday! There were soo many people, and lots of food and laughter.

And it was my only chance for the next few months to see Kelly!


The speeches were lots of fun to listen to, though before mine I was about to fall over from nervousness but it went well =D

I think the funniest thing was Joey's speech, detailing how he and Shaz "met" but really he was just promoting his own tuition business =P (kidding!)

And it was the first time since end of school that our whole group was together!

So as asians do, we took photos =)

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SHAZ!

oh and enjoy your krill =P

Sunday, April 08, 2007

Easter Sunday!

So many people getting baptised today! =D

In the morning I was at CABC Thornleigh to witness the baptism of Shaz - it was so great to hear her testimony and to share in such a joyous occasion with her =)



There was a really great song that they played which really touched my heart... a great reminder of what Easter is really all about:

The power of the Cross
Keith Getty & Stuart Townend

Oh, to see the dawn
Of the darkest day:
Christ on the road to Calvary.
Tried by sinful men,
Torn and beaten, then
Nailed to a cross of wood.

CHORUS:
This, the pow'r of the cross:
Christ became sin for us;
Took the blame, bore the wrath-
We stand forgiven at the cross.

Oh, to see the pain
Written on Your face,
Bearing the awesome weight of sin.
Ev'ry bitter thought,
Ev'ry evil deed
Crowning Your bloodstained brow.

Now the daylight flees;
Now the ground beneath
Quakes as its Maker bows His head.
Curtain torn in two,
Dead are raised to life;
"Finished!" the vict'ry cry.

Oh, to see my name
Written in the wounds,
For through Your suffering I am free.
Death is crushed to death;
Life is mine to live,
Won through Your selfless love.

FINAL CHORUS:
This, the pow'r of the cross:
Son of God - slain for us.
What a love! What a cost!
We stand forgiven at the cross.

Congratulations again to Shaz! May you continue to shine like the stars in the universe for God and for His glory!


awwwww =)

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CABC-WR Baptisms!


Rev Su praying for Doug


Alan, Cliff, Emma, Clare


Study Campers! (and others =P)


the guys (haha)

Thursday, April 05, 2007

tired...

The last couple of weeknights have been physically very exhausting. We're moving house in a week and the house needs to be painted, floorboards put in, and kitchen replaced before we can do that. So we're on quite a tight schedule for all the painting to be finished.

So far we've done about 75% of all the skirtings and frames... it's taking a long time though because the house is rather old and there's seriously like a 30 year old layer of dust on everything =.=

It's been/is quite stressful and I've been having to find other times to do my work because as soon as we finish eating dinner, its off to paint the house and by the time we come back we're all tired and its late and I basically just have enough energy to shower before I fall asleep.

*sigh* I foresee a not very relaxing holidays... but oh well...

Sunday, April 01, 2007

Walking her home - Mark Schultz





I love this song!!

ahhh =D

Saturday, March 31, 2007

so much for studying...



We went to Bicentennial Park to celebrate Mel's birthday --> the weather was absolutely perfect and soon enough the bbq was underway =)

There was soo much food- different types of sausages, chicken wings, steak, bbq pork, 3 types of salads, bread rolls, not to mention all the snacks eg chips, Pringles, snakes, Natural Confectionary lollies.. the list goes on...

It was also interesting meeting new people, and getting re-acquainted with people we had met before, but completely forgotten their names! Those conversations went something like this:

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Unknown: Hi, I'm [insert name here, let's call them Bob for now]
Me: Hi... *stares* do I know you from somewhere?
Bob: *stares back* yeaaah.... you look really familiar
Me: hmm were you at KYLC/some other Christian conference where you meet tons of people?
Bob: ohhhh was that last year? You know, the one where....

15 minutes later...

Me: HEY! Yeah I do remember you! Wow this is so cool.. so how have you been?

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haha somehow it just always happens to me...either that, or I know them through a mutual friend =P

Wednesday, March 28, 2007

do your bit

Earth Hour - Saturday 31 March 2007, 7:30pm-8:30pm

At 7.30pm on 31 March 2007, we are inviting Sydney to turn off its lights for just one hour - Earth Hour - to show that it's possible to take action on global warming.

WWF-Australia and The Sydney Morning Herald are asking all of Sydney - its companies, government departments, individuals and families - to turn off their lights for just one hour. It's a simple action if everyone takes part, sending a powerful message that we care about the future of the planet.

Earth Hour is the launch of a 12 month campaign to reduce Sydney's greenhouse gas emissions by 5%. This could be achieved if all businesses and households turned off unused lights and appliances on standby.

But we need you to help make it happen.

Sunday, March 25, 2007

"Excuse me, I'm looking for some bant?"

If you haven't seen Russell Peters, what he means to say is he's looking for some paint =P

But seriously, today after lunch we were at Bunnings at Dural, buying paint for our new house- it took forever because there were simply soo many colours to choose from, and we kept having to ask the guy how many litres would cover how many square metres for different rooms.

Finally though, we settled on our choices:
- Very light beige almost white for most of the house except:
- Dark red/dark purple feature wall for living room
- Chocolate brown feature wall for Bea's room
- Sea blue feature wall for my room

ooh I can't wait - for so long I've wanted a feature wall in my room, like in all the Home Improvement shows! and we checked out the courtyard- it's actually quite big!! Now for some ideas on what to do with that space....=)

Wednesday, March 21, 2007

anatomy?

Well I finally got around to getting some textbooks- Gray's Anatomy for students (yes it's actually a book, not a TV series), Medical Microbiology and Clinical Examination... totalled $366 I think?

So, to make good use of all that money, I spent some time looking at the overviews of each chapter in the anatomy textbook...

and yeah... some of the graphics were very. graphic.

>< ahhh my eyes! =.=

Sunday, March 18, 2007

no one is righteous

"There are 2 good men: one's dead and the other's not yet born".
-- Anonymous

But for Christians:

There is 1 good man: He lives and His name is Jesus!

I've been doing a lot of Romans lately- in BSF, in CBS, and Christians in Med Bible Study, and so far everything's been revolving around Romans 1-3:20. How very depressing- a brutal and frank glimpse into what humanity is really like. 'There is no one righteous, not even one...There is no fear of God before their eyes.'

But thank God that's not where the story ends! For 'God demonstrates his own love for us in this: while we were still sinners, Christ died for us.' (Rom 5:8)

Thursday, March 15, 2007

!!!!!



EEeeeeeee!!!! I can't say anything more...but:

I'M SO HAPPY FOR YOU GUYS!! =D =D

-- edit @ 9:01pm

OMGOSH - TWICE IN ONE DAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! wow..... =D

Tuesday, March 13, 2007

small world

Today was a very peculiar day in terms of the number of people who I met- some in the most random of places, and most whom I don't usually see!

1) Helen at Pennant Hills Station- only because she forgot her key and was waiting for her mum to drop it off
2) Doug at Strathfield Station
3) Shaz at Eddy Ave Bus Stands- both happened to be on our way to uni
4) Andrew and Selena- saw them waving from a bus
5) Dave, then Ash on the way up from Law to the library
6) Pearl coming down the stairs from Central
7) Alison who got on the train at Redfern
8) Emma who got off the train at Denistone
9) Ernie and Ambrose who walked past me at Epping

I told you I know half of the asian community of Sydney!! =P

Sunday, March 11, 2007

cowra reunion

Yesterday we had our Cowra Beach Mission reunion! Yay it was so close to my place, only a 5min drive. Each section was in charge of a different item, so for JBs we were in charge of bringing salad.

So... lunch ended up being composed of many many different types of salad, and not much else. haha well there was bread, and someone bought roast chicken, and then there was Ian's (very delicious) roast beef.

But it was just soo nice seeing everyone again and catching up =D But I can't believe we had all these different types of fruit (eg apple, pear, pineapple, passionfruit) but NO WATERMELON!!

If there's one thing I learnt:

COWRA = WATERMELON

*sigh* I guess I'll just have to wait till next year to stuff myself with watermelon =P (If I recall correctly, at one point I remember counting 15 watermelons lined up against the wall next to the kitchen)

ahhh so many good memories from Cowra =)

Friday, March 09, 2007

oohhhh

www.storyphotography.com.au

Check it out - it's really nice!

A friend at church has his own photography business. The pictures are absolutely stunning... black and white photos look sooo good! Wow, and I'm very impressed with the site design (slick, simple grey and white colour theme, made with Flash)

*sigh* If only I was good at art... I'm no good, with absolutely no design skills - but I certainly can appreciate good stuff =)

Wednesday, March 07, 2007

introduction to anatomy

Yesterday we had our first prac for anatomy. Everyone was nervously waiting outside, wondering what it was going to be like.

But.. it wasn't so bad - after a while you got used to the smell. And I must say, it looks nothing like NCIS when they're doing the autopsy. Everything was sort of gray and strangely.. looked like plastic.

We didn't see a whole body, but there was one arm, a leg, middle part of the body (thank goodness, no faces) Also we got to touch what muscle, tendons, arteries and veins felt like.

It was very different to doing dissection at school... back then we only dealt with hearts, kidneys, eyes and rats. (All organs were animal organs ie sheep and cows)

I can't say I was particularly fascinated by it: but at least I didn't feel queasy or faint!

Sunday, March 04, 2007

Leader's Intro @ EYF

Friday night was the first EYF of the year! It was exciting to see lots of youth turn up, and we had a nice relaxing night with singing, games, leader's intro and small group time- and very nice supper provided by the parents!

Sham and Doug did a great job with the leader's intro - it looked so pro! haha I suppose that's the advantage of having artsy people like architects teaming up with nerdy people like...musicians? well Doug's nerdy anyhow =P

We each had to send in a baby photo, plus 3 quirky things about ourselves and the youth had to try guess which leader was who. This was mine:



3 quirky things:
- I sniff food before consumption (especially fruit)
- My middle name is Bernadette
- I get emotionally attached to pieces of furniture (when I was little, I cried when my parents sold my favourite sofa)

hehe some of the other strange things I learned about my fellow leaders:
- Clare gets free toilet paper every month
- lil Joey talks to himself when he thinks no one is watching (ahh that explains a lot... =P)
- Shirley sleeps with her eyes open
- Cliff has one leg shorter than the other
- big Joey has crazy friends, like the guy who stapled his nipples for fun?!

oh and never ever accept a drink from Kevin. Who knows, it might have salt, soy sauce, margarine or wasabi in it!

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So come to EYF - 1 Reserve St. West Ryde, 7:30 - 10pm Friday nights (except 4th Friday of each month) for great Bible Study with fun and friendly people, from highschool and uni.

Friday, March 02, 2007

Doctor...?



no, it's just a med student.

at least I look like one! ... sort of... =P

(bonus points if you can guess what my shirt says... haha its not that hard...)

Wednesday, February 28, 2007

I'm a POW (Prince of Wales)

Third day of uni, and in about 20 minutes, I'll be heading into the Prince of Wales Hospital for my first clinical session. How exciting! I'm sure it'll just be an introduction and getting to know people sort of class, but its still quite the adventure.

Approximately 80% of preferences had POW as their top preference, so I really thank God for allowing me to get my first choice, seeing as all the other hospitals are miles away, whereas POW is right next door to UNSW - yay!

It's been a whirlwind couple of days so far, and everyday I'm getting less tired (probably my body clock is finally adjusting back to waking up early everyday =.=) and feeling more comfortable with the university surroundings.

And God has been soo good to me, giving me so many opportunities to let people know that I am a Christian, and even being able to tell the gospel to a new friend! Praise God, and may I continue to be bold for the gospel, and to be salt and light to the world.

Monday, February 26, 2007

first day of uni

Just like starting year 7 all over again. From being the oldest and most respected in the school, to being newbies and feeling lost and very little. The queues at Eddy Ave outside Central were nothing compared to the masses of people on campus today; people people EVERYWHERE. It was enough to make one's head spin with how busy it was.

Not only that, but being overloaded and overwhelmed with information regarding the program, the course, the upcoming assessments, the responsibility of "self-directed learning" = eek! And that feeling of stress which disappeared sometime last October is making a nasty comeback.

But let's look on the bright side - meeting lots of new people, catching up with friends, the freedom as a uni student...

It's going to be an interesting year. 6 years.

Friday, February 23, 2007

Lunch @ Burwood

It has been a while since our last study camp reunion. This time it was only a small affair, with the 8 of us having lunch together at Cafe Aroma in Burwood. It was sort of funny how all the girls sat on one side, while all the guys sat on the other side: strangely enough reminding me of what speed dating looks like. (supposedly)

And, being the great bunch of study campers that we are, someone had to do something funny and memorable, like Andrew not realising you could actually OPEN the menu. (He was confused as to why there were only entrees and drinks)

About half the group had the oven baked dishes, which were very very filling (Jess and Mel can testify to that) while I had pork chops with rice noodle in soup. Very good value for $8, I didn't end up being able to finish it but Ben was certainly very satisfied with the arrangement. =P

Afterwards we wandered down to Burwood Park, and reminisced about our childhood while playing on the swings and play equipment before deciding to take advantage of air conditioning in the nearby Westfields.

A relaxing end to what has been the best and longest holiday of my life =)

Wednesday, February 21, 2007

Med O-day

Its the strangest feeling, knowing that I'll be starting uni in less than a week. Its exciting because it's going to be soo different to high school, yet daunting because no matter how much people tell me, I still don't and won't understand what it'll be like until I actually experience it.

And having spent almost 4 months on holidays it's also a little bit of a relief to get back into routine and yet, I've thoroughly enjoyed not having to study and do exams!

Yesterday I went to the Med Faculty welcome at UNSW. Though most of the information wasn't new, I still felt quite overwhelmed with just the amount of things I have to remember and make sure I don't miss out on.

But it was such a great atmosphere, with many people all over the campus, and checking out all the stalls along the main walkway, with FREE stuff being given out everywhere! And it was great seeing all the keen CBS-ers as well =D

Sunday, February 18, 2007

Such Love

For I am convinced that neither death nor life, neither angels nor demons, neither the present nor the future, nor any powers, neither height nor depth, nor anything else in all creation, will be able to separate us from the love of God that is in Christ Jesus our Lord.

Romans 8:38-39

www.poetryandpraise.com

I cherished the thought of endless love
And envisioned it to be
A love that encompasses heart and soul
And gently rests on me.

I dreamt of a love that never dies
And lived in my heart this dream.
In dream, for in life I could never find
Such love, or so it seemed.

Then at a time when it pleased my God
My eyes were allowed to see
That love, in it's highest, purest form
Was standing in front of me.

Love that inhabits a perfect heart
Human, but yet divine
Then graciously, much to my hearts delight,
Allowed me to make it mine.

Never, in dreams had I lived such love
And never had my heart been
The object of such an amazing love
As that which I found in Him.

Nothing I'd done could have made
My heart worthy of love so grand.
T'was a gift of grace that came to me
Straight from the Master's hand.

I dreamt of a love that never dies
And he, who could love me so,
Without hesitation gave his life,
The strength of his love to show.

I cherished the thought of endless love
And the Lord in his sovereignty
Moved Heaven and earth to ensure his love
Would come gently to rest on me.

Thursday, February 15, 2007

new laptop! and recap on CBS


After two weeks of waiting from when we put in the order- my new laptop finally arrived yesterday evening! =D Just in time before uni starts too. I spent much of last night installing programs and adjusting and configuring all my settings. Still got lots to do, like figure out how to use all the new features.


Its a Dell Inspiron 640m. I don't know much about computer hardware, but I know its good- tonnes of memory and processing power AND about 8hrs of battery life: impressive! Wide-screen (14inch?) its hard and shiny, and I can see my reflection in it.


Also, I'm on Windows Vista (for non-computer geeks, its like the latest thing from Microsoft) and I have to admit the new design is quite nice - very slick and smooth. I especially like the sidebar- with gadgets I can add, like calendar, weather, calculator and other useful things. Only disadvantage so far is that it seems my internet is running slower than usual, but there could be many reasons for that. Oh and I finally got my Photoshop working this morning, which explains my recent hiatus from blogging...


Yesterday was CBS O-day at UNSW: it was soo good! Such a great opportunity to meet Christians and be encouraged and challenged. The talks especially challenged me to make sure I keep reminding my friends to go along to CBS for their spiritual growth and fellowship.


How cool are the new CBS t-shirts?? I wasn't planning on getting one so soon, but I saw the design and couldn't resist. The t-shirt itself is really good quality! =D

Sunday, February 11, 2007

Pilot 2007




What is PILOT?

PILOT is the new face of SCCCA English Training Days. It is a day conference for the next generation of leaders to launch and light up ministries for Chinese churches in Sydney.

The day's program looks like this:

9.30am - Registration
10.00am - Bible Talk 1
11.00am - Morning Tea
11.30am - Bible Talk 2
12.15pm - Ministry Launch
1.00pm - Lunch (optional $5 Thai)
2.00pm - Network & Training
4.00pm - Finish

Thursday, February 08, 2007

Italian Forum - Leichhardt


www.theitalianforum.com (all photos from this site)

I've been wanting to visit this place for AGES, but the fact that I had to catch a bus in order to reach this little hidden piece of Italy deterred me but having caught a lot more public transport in the past few months - I finally did go!


The website describes it as "A galleried walkway takes you from Norton Street and magically transports you into Italy with touches of Tuscan architecture, colours of tan and burnt red, and a striking space that opens before you. To complete this sophisticated European setting, there is the Galleria with designer boutiques offering the cream of European and Australian fashion."

There is plenty of fine dining, from restaurants to cafes and though yes, it's all Italian cuisine, you can bet that the food will be good!

For lunch we went to Al Martinos Seafood Restaurant: ordered 2 pizzas and one pasta to share between the four of us. I was quite full by the end, the pasta I especially liked. The pizzas were quite good, with almost crispy base but taste-wise I was expecting more flavour. However, the manager was soo friendly and the service was wonderful. I'd rate it 8/10 especially seeing as we only had to pay $12.50 each!

Would've loved to try out some gelato, but instead settled for a nice vanilla ice latte - absolutely delicious, I had to pace myself to stop drinking it too fast! It was worth $4.90 =D

So if you ever have time and want something a little different, try visiting the Italian Forum @ 23 Norton St, Leichhardt.

Monday, February 05, 2007

alison's belated 18th (and going-away party)

Wow... I got a glimpse of what it felt like to be rich. Alison's house was HUGE and her patio/verandah is just as big as my living room, not to mention the fact that she had 3 levels, and the bottom level had glass walls that led directly to the backyard. Wow.

It was a nice relaxed affair though, all friends from school, eating and chatting and finding out how each other's holidays have been and which course and which uni everyone got into.


Food! mm the prawns disappeared very very quickly.


Libby, Mel, Becky and Karin

Near the end, everyone had a glass of champagne to toast Alison and a few speeches were made ie by her dad and the birthday girl herself. It was really sweet seeing as she'll be moving into college in 2 weeks and yeah, live independently of her family for the first time in her life. (how scary! but also very exciting)


Angie, Soph, Ali Heydon


Yay UNSW buddies! =D

Saturday, February 03, 2007

if only I had music...!

There is a blessed home
beyond this land of woe,
where trials never come,
nor tears of sorrow flow;
where faith is lost in sight,
and patient hope is crowned,
and everlasting light
its glory throws around.

There is a land of peace:
good angels know it well;
glad songs that never cease
within its portals swell;
around its glorious throne
ten thousand saints adore
Christ, with the Father One,
and Spirit, evermore.

O joy all joys beyond,
to see the Lamb who died,
for ever there enthroned,
for ever glorified;
to give to him the praise
of every triumph won,
and sing through endless days
the great things he hath done.

Look up, ye saints of God!
nor fear to tread below
the path your Savior trod
of daily toil and woe!
Wait but a little while
in uncomplaining love!
his own most gracious smile
shall welcome you above.

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More and more I find I like old hymns because of the strength and soundness of their lyrics! Ahh and this one is no exception:

"So we fix our eyes not on what is seen, but on what is unseen. For what is seen is temporary but what is unseen is eternal."

=)

Thursday, February 01, 2007

its still holidays...

Today was the first day of my holidays that I spent alone, at home. Bea's started school again, and my parents are back to full-time work and so it was a quiet day- too quiet in fact.

Woke up around 11:30, checked my emails etc until about 12:30 when I had lunch (leftovers from dinner last night) while reading Gospel and Wisdom by Goldsworthy. I'm still trying to get my head around it- it's a bit like reading a textbook and was probably the most intellectual piece of writing I've read all holidays. Took me about.. 3 hours?

After that I washed up the dishes from lunch, ate a muesli bar for afternoon tea then watched the last two episodes from Season 1 of NCIS. The last episode in particular "Reveille" was really good! They're trying to track down this terrorist guy but then in the end he's actually a good guy, working undercover in Al-Quaeda.

Anyway, everyone's home now so we're probably going to go out for dinner tonight and late night shopping.

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Some reflection from 1 Timothy which I've been doing my quiet times:

"For physical training is of some value, but godliness has value for all things, holding promise for both the present life and the life to come." 1 Tim 4:8
Its such a great reminder of the eternal perspective with which we should view our lives. Especially when in this strange period of not doing much and waiting for uni to start, I was challenged to consider how I may be training myself to be more godly, instead of using my time for things which in the end are meaningless.

So along with my 10 pushups and 20 situps I've been doing everyday (plus either 15 min or 100 calories on the exercise bike if I'm at home) I hope to use the remainder of my holidays reading Christian books (eg Goldsworthy) and listening to sermons and meeting up with other Christians.

On that note - everyone going to UNSW go to CBS O-day! www.campusbiblestudy.org
It's your chance to find out about CBS, meet other Christians in your year and your faculty! Be there - 14th Feb 2007

Tuesday, January 30, 2007

300th post!

To celebrate Ben's mum's birthday, we went out for a late breakfast/brunch at Bills in Darlinghurst. The trip there was rather eventful, seeing as we err.. took the scenic route via Paddington *cough cough* but yes managed to find our way and even grab an excellent parking spot just opposite.



The atmosphere was very casual, I liked the decor of the place very much. It was quite busy but people grouped around the one large table in the middle reading newspapers lent to the relaxed feel.



The service was okay - not great, but not too bad. I think they could've done with another waiter though... at least the drinks came fairly quickly.



But finally when the meals did arrive - they were delicious! I especially liked the corn fritter - having never tried them before, the combination of sweet corn with the crunchy coating was exceptional. (I did shudder however, at the thought of how much butter I was consuming)



The eggs were different - its funny how you can actually tell when its organic. But I think this was a bit overpriced. It was good, but I don't see a need to eat it again in a hurry.



But I really liked the hotcakes. Especially the honeycomb butter which really added to the taste! And its quite filling so I'd recommend sharing this one among a few people.



All up, I'd rate it 7.5/10 but don't go there too often otherwise you'll become obese and poor. But once a year is good =)

Friday, January 26, 2007

KYLC 2007 - Strong and Courageous



5 days of intense Bible talks, challenging workshops and being trained up for leadership ie learning to faithfully write Bible Studies/talks is at the heart of what Katoomba Youth Leadership Conference is all about.

This year the talks were on Joshua (morning) and Titus (evening) and I was in Strand 2 which deals with Biblical Theology - looking at how the Bible is in fact, one story which all points to Christ.



The best thing about these sort of conferences I find is the constant immersion in God's Word, the joy and fellowship with other Christians and meeting new people, encouraging and being encouraged in all our respective ministries.



Not to mention the great memories and laughs along the way =D



Oh and the 2.5 hours of free time each day!



What better way to spend 5 days of the holidays than with a bunch of like-minded brothers and sisters in Christ who all love our Lord Jesus and want to serve Him and each other!



There's no doubt everybody takes away something of worth, some wisdom or insight or challenge that will impact their life and help them to grow in Christ.



So, if you haven't been to KYLC - what are you waiting for?? KYLC 2008 - be there!


For the grace of God that brings salvation has appeared to all men. It teaches us to say "No" to ungodliness and worldly passions, and to live self-controlled, upright and godly lives in this present age, while we wait for the blessed hope-the glorious appearing of our great God and Savior, Jesus Christ, who gave himself for us to redeem us from all wickedness and to purify for himself a people that are his very own, eager to do what is good. Titus 2:11-14
Rest of the photos [HERE]