you mat!

i don't know how to describe it. well let me start from the beginning and hopefully it will make sense.

woke up at 5:45am and long story short, got to UTS by 7:45am. it was then a nerve-wracking wait as we stood in a loooooong queue to get into the entrance hall. everyone's ID and admission ticket had to be individually checked and it took an hour to get everyone seated. during this time i alternated between psyching myself "you can do it; just concentrate and don't be careless" and looking at other people thinking "i have to beat you..and you..and you"

there were over 200 ppl in the exam hall and we had been sitting in silence for so long i literally jumped in my chair when the exam supervisor gave the instructions over the microphone. but once we actually started the exam i forgot my nerves and got to work. you know that 'zone' of concentration when ur in exams? we had to maintain that intense focus for 2.5 hrs... it wasn't easy!! especially when they asked questions that are meant to squish your brain, dip it in batter and have it deep-fried like bad tempura. (sorry my metaphor ran away with me there)

i think i definitely did the worst in the Logic section. but the empathy and picture sections were okay for me. i had time at the end of those to go back and check answers. but at the end i was getting so tired my eyes started blurring.... boxes with triangles, squares, circles, stars... patterns with dots or squiggles or lines... i wonder if they make it visually straining on purpose!!

results are published late september i think?? >_________<" this is worse than getting my hsc result for chem!